Just some lover

Now I can't think of there without thinking of you
I doubt that comes as a surprise
And I can't think of anything to dream about
I can't find anywhere to hide

And when I'm hanging on by the rings around my eyes
And I convince myself I need another
And for a minute it gets easier to pretend that you were just some lover

A memory

"I will always remember it as an act of love that I had not experienced from any other man before"

I just  read this sentence on a random article and it brought back a memory.

A memory that I don't want to forget.

I would prefer not to share it though...

Just wanted to write this sentence somewhere so whenever I read it, it will bring this precious memory back to life for a second or two.


(I am waaayy too emotional these days. I need to someone to slap me in da face asap!)


Love,
Arti xxx

When movies and tv shows speak for you

I needed some help for this post. The thing is...I am sad and there are things I wanted to express but I didn't know how..

It's been a crappy period. I've got to admit that.

But I guess...

Fuck it!

and just...

But please..

I can't decide if I should be happy or sad about that...

But I think the problem is that..

And the bigger problem is that...

Deep down I guess I am a hopeless romantic after all..

So now it just hurts..

And you...

I didn't..you didn't...we didn't.

And now I just...

and you would come and visit me in my dreams.

But after everything that happened

 and have a brownie or two!!

Yeah. I think I am feeling much, much better now!

Ohh just fuck it man.

I will be ok tomorrow. Pfff

Love,
Arti xxx

We now belong to the past

Sometimes I wonder...is there a good way to end a relationship?

Five days of silent.
Two big egos or just two people who don't care anymore?


But...is there really anything more to say?
Probably not.

The end is here. You feel it. You see it.
All you need now is a closure.
Maybe you will never really get it and at some point it won't even matter.


One step.
Two steps and you are already far away from what now belongs in your past.

And this part of your past is a really sweet one.
No matter what happened, no matter the challenges you both had to face and without trying to romanticize it, it was indeed really sweet.


No one else but the two of us will ever really understand it...


...and thank God for that.

Rudolf Bonvie, Dialog, 13 Fotografie, 1973

One line

PJ Harvey gets me...

Do you remember the first kiss?
Star shooting across the sky
To come to such a place as this
You never left my mind

I'm watching from the wall
As in the streets we fight
This world all gone to war
All I need is you tonight

And I draw a line
To your heart today
To heart from mine
A line to keep us safe

All through the rising sun
All through the circling years
You were the only one
Who could have brought me here

And I draw a line
To your heart today
To heart from mine
A line to keep us safe
And I draw a line
To your heart today
To heart from mine
And pray to keep us safe

Watch the stars now moving
Across the sky
Keep this feeling
Safe tonight

There is nothing left for me to add..

She said everything I wanted/needed to say

Love,

Arti xxx

A quiet summer

Another summer passed by.

Nothing major happened this time, at least to me.

I went to visit my parents at the beginning of August and  got to spend there 3 weeks. It was nice, nothing crazy just chillin by the sea, swimming and tanning.

And oh my, it was the first time I got so tanned!

The good thing of this summer is that I enjoyed the sea sooo much and I miss it so so bad now!

But with September now here I thought it would be nice to share some of my summery photos with you.

Like a last goodbye to the summer of 2013!

"Let's go to the beach! Oh wait! We are already there!!" At my cousin's beach house. Two minute walking distance from the beach!!

On our second day there this pretty lady came by to visit us! Lara was the neighbor's dog and she was soo sweet and playful! Really one of the most beautiful dogs I have ever seen

This pic was taken around 7am. I was awake ever since 5 and I was just lying on the bed trying to sleep again and listening at the sound of the sea at the same time. At some point I gave up and decided to go to the beach. Best decision ever! It was so peaceful. All you could her was the sweet, calm sound of the water when it touched the sand.. I was a bit down that morning but that was the first time I realized the power of the sea. It soothes you.. Simple as that.. It just takes your worries away..

The sun starts to come out..

Later that day playing at the beach with Lara. Such a poser haha

 

Last morning. I was alone at the beach for couple minutes when Lara came by to sit with me and we both got to chill by the beach. Nice way to start your day, huh?

And that's where I spend most of my time.

This is one of my favorite pictures. It just screams summer. The sea, the sand, my tan, MY TAN!

Sandy feet

Watching the sunset at one of my favorite places close to my house.

The sea got wild at the end.

Time to leave. Time to get back to the city.

Love,
Arti xxx