Confused

This post is about my thoughts over this blog.

I realized, right now actually, that I tried to treat it as I treat myself over the past 8-9 months. I tried to force it to have an identity, but when the blogger is confused with it's own identity, I don't know how it is possible for his or her blog to have one. There are exceptions of course and oh how much I love exceptions! They give me hope. 

When I think about exceptions I know there are good ones and bad one, but I only think of the good ones. The ones that give you a positive feeling. The ones that don't follow the common way but they follow the less walked path and they succeed.

But anyway, this post isn't about exceptions. This is for another time..maybe..who knows.

I think I've told you before but I am not sure, so I will tell you now..

I AM SO FUCKIN CONFUSED WITH MY LIFE.

I am. I really am. I turned 26 last month and I have no idea who I am and what I want from my life. Ok, I know couple things but then again it feels like I know nothing. It's like my life is a huge puzzle, where most of my pieces are missing.

I have good days and I have bad days. Today is something in the middle. Yes, I am not happy with the fact that I have no clue with what I want to do with my life, but then again it troubles me. A LOT. And that even thought it is not pleasant it can only mean something good.

When you struggle about something, I believe in my heart that you will eventually get something.

In my case it's answers and I believe that I am gonna get them. This is what keeps me positive and even grateful sometimes that I go through all this. It's a test period and I believe that I will learn a lot of lessons, I already have actually!

If you are going through a hard time, try to embrace it even when it grows thorns.

Everything happens for a reason. That's what I am trying to keep in mind.

Love, Arti

xxx

Update: To see how confused I am, I started this post talking about the blog and I ended up talking about me. I have a looong path to walk.